Recently, I have been interested in the idea of being "renown". A curious aspect that lead me into desiring to start a twitch stream, playing video games as a way to earn a living doing something that seemed enjoyable. However, after several hours of sitting alone in an empty twitch stream room, I quickly realized … Continue reading The Mystery of Spiritual Advancement
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Reality Cannot Be Censored
It always feels like something needs to be said. There is an awful lot of information which is deceptively dis-empowering to human potential. This makes it way more cozy (and often flat out easier) to kinda just go along with the normal paradigm and assume that it is natural to do so.On the absolute level … Continue reading Reality Cannot Be Censored
The Kraken Within The Darkest Depths Of The Soul
I was surrounded by water. I began racing for the high ground. Near me was a man in a dark purple hood, with strange sigils, chanting an unholy mantra of some sort. The water soon rose to cover all the land, there was no where to turn to. Below the water, I could feel a … Continue reading The Kraken Within The Darkest Depths Of The Soul
Let’s play, And the Paradox of Conscious Gaming
The Everdoor (Spiritfarer) My quest for more enlightenment continues, and yet sometimes it stalls. Though perhaps even a stall is still a movement towards more realization.My favorite past time is meditation. In this state I can enter lucid dreams, visionary glory, and a very blissful sense of reality. During a recent meditation, I felt a … Continue reading Let’s play, And the Paradox of Conscious Gaming
Veils Of Virtual Reality
When I was young, I was burdened with the prospects of going to a conditioning camp (also known as school) for a grueling 8 hours a day. Finding very little solace with the limitations of our society, I chose to dive deep into the fictional worlds displayed by the artistic genius of our video games. … Continue reading Veils Of Virtual Reality
The Slow Build Up To the Mystical Eschaton
A good day for tea. Well any day could be a good day for tea, what makes this one special? And what about what is going on while I drink? Protests are happening all around the world in order that some change may take place in terms of corruption, inequality, restricting freedoms, and pollution. I … Continue reading The Slow Build Up To the Mystical Eschaton
The Shadow Self, Beyond Good and Evil
During my dream last night, there was some kind of paladin sitting before a great abyss. I saw one of my dream friends enter this abyss and was transformed into a massive demonic entity.I began to run away from this entity. The dream bordered on astral presence (by that I mean the visuals are astonishingly … Continue reading The Shadow Self, Beyond Good and Evil
