This world is seemingly lacking from any sense of wonder or magic. We expect reality to conform to the tendencies of physical laws, and then we go about creating our worldview using the old ideas we have learned from the distant past.

This type of reality is mundane and void of any extraordinary experience. The societal expectation made me dive into the realms of fantasy. In video games (movies, books and television alike) I started to feel as though ”real magic” was possible. Yet, the feeling remained only as a yearning. Until, I found occult philosophy.

In Between Realities

Reading these books broke my mind. Perhaps one of the reasons they were kept secret is because of this? But, what is certain is that I have had many experiences that made me question whether or not I was heading in the right direction.

This is often the case when exploring mysticism and a greater reality. The mind can hardly grasp if it is real, or simply imagination that has no grounding in how things “really” work. The answer is that things work in the way we think they do. Consensus changing as we learn more about ourselves and more about the way our universe likes to interact with ourselves.

My exploration found me at the crossroads of this idea. Many powerful thoughts struck at my regular thinking and like a hot-wire that opened up the gates of my imagination, I started to think anything was possible. However, as I walked around and saw people working the dredge of their jobs, my mind couldn’t quite believe in the fundamental freedom of consciousness.

Walking down the sidewalk I started to think in the negative. If I create reality, then why do I feel powerless to control it? Though I went crazy with how controlled things seemed to be, somehow I felt as though some type of enlightenment was also possible. In these expanded states, I was flooded with energy in my head. The energy was so unstable that my head started to feel immense amounts of pain. Miraculously, I would see the impossible happen before me. Objects would blink in and out of existence. I started to have visions of beings and places that ranged from dreamlike to horrifying. On one such encounter, I was widely awake, running outside at night instead of sleeping, because I couldn’t think of anything else to do to improve my situation. In a quick glimpse, some unknown entity (couldn’t make out their appearance) flew by me and placed some kind of invisible goggles (?) before my eyes. I began to see streaming lights from the outside of my eyes to the center, holographic and beautiful as I looked around me in curiosity. This type of thing didn’t freak me out, because now I was use to these occurrences. It soon became an everyday experience. And a large portion of my negativity was outgrown. I learned to better guide my thought and emotional energy towards salvation.

You Can Manifest Anything (The Salvation)

Just recently, walking down the sidewalk, I started to think in the positive. I walked towards a type of grove in my area, where there was a small pond with plenty of trees. I began to sublimate my energy towards what all spiritual masters have spoken about. The energy of ascension and enlightenment. Drawing this energy in, I felt good. It feels like bliss and love, as though everything is meant to be exactly the way it is. I assumed the best would come in my life and I had to struggle for not. Something that isn’t quite real in my current circumstances, I did not care. “If this universe is worth living in, then it must be true”, I thought to myself. I felt a connecting electric charge in my head.

Later that day, I found myself walking through a mall. Drawing forth the energy of magnificence and power, I heard the words “You can manifest anything”, as though I thought it from some kind of higher ethereal level. Another thought said “Your new mantra”.

From there, I recalled reading a book titled “The Life and Teachings of the Masters of the Far East”. The book described how there were spiritual masters of Tibet/India with extraordinary power. Unbelievable to most people today. If they needed money, for example, it would be there in their hands. If they needed to send a message to people across their land, they would be able to by simply quieting their mind and using thought. If danger was quickly ensuing, they would be able to trust that a path would be laid out before them, and it was so. They were at a very high level of mastery in the physical realm. I desired to be like them. But, I could never figure out how to get from that point to where I am. Obviously, I had to begin where I was at. In the western world of materialism.

Sometimes we have to come up with our own way of doing things. The thought “You can manifest anything” was powerful. I also had the powerful thought to myself “The intention and the results are the same”. The same idea of the same principle. If I can assume that this universe (of which I am) can deliver me my expectations then I can draw forth a trusting energy and feel close to what I feel is an enlightened state of being (cessation of all negativity). Always without insistence that anything in particular needs to happen. For I don’t know what needs to happen, I can only know what I desire to happen. Then from any point there, I can assume that whatever happens, needed to happen, in order for more enlightenment to occur within me.

However, that state is often barred through the consensus reality thinking that has been drilled into all of us since birth. “You can’t do that, it is impossible”. “Compromise your intentions”, “Accept misery and be happy about it”. These thoughts have often come in the face of my lofty intentions.

I am not sure what it is though. But, our ability to expand safely into this greater reality is becoming easier and easier with each passing day. The revelations through our science, politics, technology and UFO sightings, are making the unbelievable seem far more believable and far more sane. I know that there is definitely much more on the fringes that will be brought to the mainstream as well.

With these new events taking place, I find it far easier to let go of my previous cynicism. I am not sure what it is, but it feels as though my primal doubts are melting away. I endeavor to see if I can prove the mystical principle real in my life by first winning the lottery. If I can prove that possible then what else could I do? Perhaps, I could heal the brachial plexus injury I have had since a child? What if I could manifest free food for people? Whether possible in this life or not, the belief that it was possible in this life, made my energy feel much more secure. I had to believe it, no matter what the probability is. It was for my own sanity! Though my process can’t be talked about adequately right now, as a result of assuming and trusting this belief more and more, the synchronicity of my life has reflected to me interesting results.

Within a month or two, I will return on this topic to post about my progress and the synchronicity taking place. We all deserve more!

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