I recently had a series of astral like dreams of extraterrestrials and faeries all interacting with me in brief moments of higher consciousness. Whether, you believe other dimensions exist side by side to our own or not, one thing is for sure, a message is sent across.
After viewing these dreams, I decided to take it upon myself to do nothing but meditation.
I would wake up in the morning — head to the gym, then proceed to the mall to walk around in a state of bliss as much as possible. I would go home to eat, then meditate for the rest of the day. Only stopping again to eat or occasionally browse the internet.
This, I thought, would help me gain to some state of permanent enlightenment.
I was doing very well, and held extreme states of balance with more ease than I usually can do. Yet, images and thoughts of other desires crept in. All positive of course, but when you seek Enlightenment, you can do without them.
Eventually, I came too bored. My body felt like pain, and my mind kept drifting to desires of gaming and creative endeavors. Still yet, I felt I deserved more excitement and decided to masturbate to pornography. Something I swore off of for at least 2 months of time. The effect was the most powerful ecstasy I have ever experienced up to this point.
Following this experience I decided to meditate. It is there I was able to finally relax. I knew I could continue doing the things I loved to do and that everything was working its way for me to have a good life and that eventually I would obtain Enlightenment anyways.
Stopping all thought and imaginations of future desire, I then saw it. It felt indescribably beautiful. A state of being of perfect complete joy. I felt it only for a moment before a thought came in to dispel it. I probably thought, “Is this when it happens?”. And so of course, no, it didn’t. Thinking I had to make a story out of the whole thing, really limited my way in.
And so I write this verse for all to hear, so that we can understand that anything is possible:
It never comes around
It doesn’t exist, they say
Forget you heard the soundA flash of clandestine sparkles in the distance
Forest of glittering lightsYou are enlightened this very moment
All you need to do is found
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