For awhile now I have been engaged in a spiritual side quest of Winning the Lottery (Part II). Most people I talk to about it, do not like to talk about it. Probably because we believe a good work ethic and solid grounding in the way our society works, is the best way to forward.

Although I am doing my best to create a new video game, and work on various other projects for success. For whatever reason, I have not seen the financial success that I have, from simply playing the lottery.

The Metaphysics

I hear voices, and see visions all the time. A reality that is completely alternative to any objective point of view from most people I talk with. While it is a unique and almost unbelievable thing to describe. I am not more special than anyone I meet. Anyone can understand and begin to see that a greater reality awaits them. All they would have to do is listen to the knowledge of some of our quantum physicists and spiritualists throughout the ages. Reality is what you create it to be. Your consciousness, is the plenum, the fulcrum of where your seemingly “random” and “objective” experiences flow into your subjective reality. The only actual reality that has ever exists.

Knowing this, I came to the thought. If I am all subjectivity, why not win the lottery? I can help people once I helped myself first. And so the journey began.

Winning

The idea was simple. Instead of assuming that the lottery was “poor tax” or that it was impossible to win. I would train my consciousness to assume I already won, and that I am the luckiest person alive. Which means I slowly speak words of affirmation, imagine only the possibility of victory, and conjure up as much love and light as possible in meditation.

The result? I started to win!

It started off with me only winning 4–25 dollars at a time. To me, even this was a shock, because I was making a profit off the lottery. So already, I was beating the belief that it was a tax. Eventually, I made $100 when I bought a scratcher at a gas station. Right, before winning this, I felt pure bliss. As though my subconscious somehow knew what numbers were inevitably going to be on that ticket.

Recently, I began to visualize very strongly that I would win. Looking at the winning numbers in my mind’s eye and jumping for joy after seeing them all line up. It took a toll on me. And sometimes my imagination would strangely duel itself. Many times, I saw myself beating my head against a table as to say “This won’t work”, or some other kind of negative reality would manifest in my mind. I assumed this happened because I was working too hard on something that was supposed to be an effortless result.

Yet, despite the wild ride, I decided to play a draw ticket of one of my favorite lottery games. I drew my numbers 3, 11, 13, 17, 33 and lucky number 7.

Right before the draw, I sat down in meditation and started to feel the bliss of existence. I couldn’t quite feel the highest bliss I felt before, but my spirit guidance pushed me to meditate a little bit longer than I would have. I decided to listen to this guidance and after thirty minutes or so, I started to feel as though everything in the universe was perfect. A flow of joy that was both sexual and loving. I fell asleep, as my whole consciousness was content at how everything was.

During the middle of the night, I woke up and realized I could check to see how I did in the lottery. Sure enough, 4 numbers were selected. No jackpot, but a definite $150 prize and more assurance that this way of doing things, was working. I laughed to myself in a controlled matter. Now I began to believe anything was possible.

Some time passed before I won this big again. I would keep seeing the news of many ordinary people winning huge jackpots. People that have no more greater talent than you or I, and yet, they beat the odds every time. It kept making me think, why not me then? I mean, I feel even more capable then them!

On one day I woke up early. Since the voices and visions in my mind were overactive, I couldn’t get much sleep. I headed to my favorite restaurant and just mediated in the back of my car, until it opened. During this time, I started to receive messages. Very abstract and faint they were. I felt energy as though it was coming from one of my friend’s mother, as strange as it was. It was like communicating to people that don’t believe anything good could happen to them. From this, I translated the energy to these words “Do you believe you could win a 5 dollar scratcher?” and I received a yes. I then knew what I had to do. I got out of my car and walked to a gas station that was across the street. I used my intuition for what looked like the winning lottery card, and saw a Pharoah fortune game.

I bought the ticket which turned out to be a $190 winner. I was amazed once again. Still I was curious as to why I didn’t win a huge 100k prize, and so I figured I was on a roll of luck. I used all the winnings to buy 30 dollar scratcher tickets, and lost every single one of them. I had no idea why it didn’t work, but I did notice that the sensation of bliss and joy just wasn’t quite there for that kind of purchase. A good lesson on learning when to play and when to slow down and work on other things. Perhaps, I could have meditated before purchasing those tickets, and I would have spent the money more wisely.

The Journey Continues..

Some people don’t like to talk about their manifestation as they are manifesting, but I am compelled to. In this age, more and more people are becoming relaxed to various perspectives, and the sharing of this perspective can allow us to understand more abundance for all. The real fruit of our collective endeavor is to not gain solely for ourselves, but to allow everyone on the planet to rise to millionaire status. Why not? We have the resources and the know how to make everyone live a life of luxury. While in spirituality, it is good to understand the more simple, minimalist lifestyle that can be utilized for certain purposes in our daily life, it is also good to understand that we deserve everything we desire in the positive. And if that means we have to gamble to get our way there, then what is the harm in receiving money for being spiritually wise? For knowing exactly where that money can be best utilized for the future health of the planet and ourselves.

So I write this verse!

The spirit is the most high
Nothing is needed to succeed
Play the game for the joy of it

And then one day

You can provide all what they need